For a long time now, I've felt like I've been bottling things up... I've felt like there hasn't been anybody I can talk to. Obviously, that isn't true. Mum's always there for me, and I can always talk to her, and so is my best friend, whose name I won't publish. He's amazing, in every possible way, and he's like a brother to me. I'll refer to him as my brother. Sounds sentimental, but it's true. And I can pour my heart out to both of them, but I never really feel any different. Things I tell them are still secret, between me and them. But most of the things I tell them are things I want people to know about. Like me being gay. Only a handful of people know I'm gay, but I want everyone to know that. Does that sound weird? Probably. It's been a secret for so long now that I need it off my chest in order to be happy...
Anyway... in a spur-of-the-moment decision, I decided to head over to blogger, and share my life with total strangers I don't know, so that I get the feeling I'm sharing my secrets, even though I still know that I won't feel better until I share these secrets with those I consider to be my friend.
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